juz received two set of envelopes from Temasek Poly.
one for muh folks and one for me.
surprise surprise!!
i got into top 10% of the cohort again this year *i tot i no chance liao*
so i gotta go dwn to TP on the 15th of July to receive my certificate.
got into the so called director's honours list again.
huisan and jolene got it too lolz
hm.....
am gonna ask for more details when i go back to sch this saturday.
my folks r not sure if they can make it on that day since it's on a working day.
i might ask others to come along. either my aunt or mebbe,
wilfred.
hehehehe..
*sian look* my recent entries are lagging to be posted. shucks.
juz finish eating a cup noodle and made extra pasta for later.
gotta continue with my diet. thinking about the coming saturday
i have mixed feelings. of course i look forward to it cos wilfred is coming out and all..
but then again, i have to attend the SIP briefing
of which, the next next monday i must go back to work already. fucked up.
hahaha
duno where i'll be posted to somemore...
i juz saw the mtv for the upcoming national day song (chinese) sung by sun yan zi
quite a nice song
"quan xin quan yi"
i just downloaded the mtv
how to say
watching the mtv
i kinda feel proud
hahaha
firstly is bcos sun yan zi sang it quite well
secondly is because of the usual make up of multiracial ppl in the mtv
i feel proud cos at least in singapore, we allow such harmony amongst races
hearing frm a m'sia friend on the degree of racism btwn malay and chinese
it kinda scares me..
proud to be a singaporean lolz.
tho many would rather go overseas and all...
going overseas is fine. but coming back to a place where i call hm is the most impt.
juz finish eating a cup noodle and made extra pasta for later.
gotta continue with my diet. thinking about the coming saturday
i have mixed feelings. of course i look forward to it cos wilfred is coming out and all..
but then again, i have to attend the SIP briefing
of which, the next next monday i must go back to work already. fucked up.
hahaha
duno where i'll be posted to somemore...
i juz saw the mtv for the upcoming national day song (chinese) sung by sun yan zi
quite a nice song
"quan xin quan yi"
i just downloaded the mtv
how to say
watching the mtv
i kinda feel proud
hahaha
firstly is bcos sun yan zi sang it quite well
secondly is because of the usual make up of multiracial ppl in the mtv
i feel proud cos at least in singapore, we allow such harmony amongst races
hearing frm a m'sia friend on the degree of racism btwn malay and chinese
it kinda scares me..
proud to be a singaporean lolz.
tho many would rather go overseas and all...
going overseas is fine. but coming back to a place where i call hm is the most impt.
*next day*
we woke up at 10am in the morning... hee... i was still blur blur when he got up and brush his teeth n use the comp. he gave me a peck on the face before leaving the bed. i lazed around for a few more minutes before getting my butt up and go brush my teeth. we slacked around the house until about 11am something then i went over to iron his uniform. finish at about 12:30pm then help him fold one set of the uniform to pack into his bag. he had some bread while i fried some egg for him for breakfast. we chatted on irc for awhile when wilfred was chatting with nicholas hahaha was sorta stumbled by nic's knowledge of japanese vocabs. we're both kinda rusty already hahahaha..
we went to IKEA for the hot dogs at about 2:15pm and then went back home after that. all the while after that we slacked around and nearing dinner time we went down while he had his nasi lemak. came back and sat by the pool side chit chatting and relaxing for awhile. i feel dat my relationship with wilfred has matured, and gone up another level. he has changed, and it is for the better. he has become more sensible, matured, less fearful of the future and learnt to value our relationship. he no longer fears but looks forward to our future life together, wanting to settle down with me. i am truly glad of the changes that NS has instilled into him. my wilfred has grown up. i love him more and more each day as it grows deeper and deeper and be happy and lucky to know that he feels the same way too. he held my hand tightly, saying that he will never let go. .. saying that he has learnt to value me and seeks emotional reassurance from my hand. "Holding hands" no long signify just a couple's love but also the strong bond we have and the mutual reassurance. that we are both there for each other. holding on to my hand, he ask me to feel the heartbeats when the two hands combined. corny? perhaps... but it doesn't matter so long as it's said with sincerity. it'll move any heart, especially mine. i look forward to the many good years our relationship will take me to... and promised him to walk through the journey of life with him..
we went back upstairs and folded his uniform sleeves as he prepare himself to book in. got changed into his uniform and we sat by the tv watching planet's funniest animal for awhile. it was pretty funny haha and i was treasuring the remaining time with him. soon, it's nearing 7pm and we left for the mrt station. it was rather packed when we reached boonlay mrt stn. shaikha is sending maha back and will be meeting us at the bus stop. as we met up at the bus stop, both of us spent a few minutes with our bfs as i talked to wilfred alittle more and kissed him before he go into the camp. then i left with shaikha. she suddenly with a very stunned expression say i shrunk. -____-"
mean i lost weight wahahaha...
then we walked around the boonlay pasar malam while she bought her hp cover and me bought 3 taiwan hot dogs to eat. haven't had much food today except for the IKEA hotdogs.
we took mrt till jurong then shai left to take the other line. i sorta dozed off all the way till eunos.
now i'm home, was chatting with sano n iman... n missing wilfred already cos i talked so much abt him in this blog lolz
have to wait another one week before i can see him and what's more, i can't pick him up for his next book out cos have to go to school. haiz.
we woke up at 10am in the morning... hee... i was still blur blur when he got up and brush his teeth n use the comp. he gave me a peck on the face before leaving the bed. i lazed around for a few more minutes before getting my butt up and go brush my teeth. we slacked around the house until about 11am something then i went over to iron his uniform. finish at about 12:30pm then help him fold one set of the uniform to pack into his bag. he had some bread while i fried some egg for him for breakfast. we chatted on irc for awhile when wilfred was chatting with nicholas hahaha was sorta stumbled by nic's knowledge of japanese vocabs. we're both kinda rusty already hahahaha..
we went to IKEA for the hot dogs at about 2:15pm and then went back home after that. all the while after that we slacked around and nearing dinner time we went down while he had his nasi lemak. came back and sat by the pool side chit chatting and relaxing for awhile. i feel dat my relationship with wilfred has matured, and gone up another level. he has changed, and it is for the better. he has become more sensible, matured, less fearful of the future and learnt to value our relationship. he no longer fears but looks forward to our future life together, wanting to settle down with me. i am truly glad of the changes that NS has instilled into him. my wilfred has grown up. i love him more and more each day as it grows deeper and deeper and be happy and lucky to know that he feels the same way too. he held my hand tightly, saying that he will never let go. .. saying that he has learnt to value me and seeks emotional reassurance from my hand. "Holding hands" no long signify just a couple's love but also the strong bond we have and the mutual reassurance. that we are both there for each other. holding on to my hand, he ask me to feel the heartbeats when the two hands combined. corny? perhaps... but it doesn't matter so long as it's said with sincerity. it'll move any heart, especially mine. i look forward to the many good years our relationship will take me to... and promised him to walk through the journey of life with him..
we went back upstairs and folded his uniform sleeves as he prepare himself to book in. got changed into his uniform and we sat by the tv watching planet's funniest animal for awhile. it was pretty funny haha and i was treasuring the remaining time with him. soon, it's nearing 7pm and we left for the mrt station. it was rather packed when we reached boonlay mrt stn. shaikha is sending maha back and will be meeting us at the bus stop. as we met up at the bus stop, both of us spent a few minutes with our bfs as i talked to wilfred alittle more and kissed him before he go into the camp. then i left with shaikha. she suddenly with a very stunned expression say i shrunk. -____-"
mean i lost weight wahahaha...
then we walked around the boonlay pasar malam while she bought her hp cover and me bought 3 taiwan hot dogs to eat. haven't had much food today except for the IKEA hotdogs.
we took mrt till jurong then shai left to take the other line. i sorta dozed off all the way till eunos.
now i'm home, was chatting with sano n iman... n missing wilfred already cos i talked so much abt him in this blog lolz
have to wait another one week before i can see him and what's more, i can't pick him up for his next book out cos have to go to school. haiz.
Saturday and Sunday's Stuff
drats. missed the sunday slot by ONE MINUTE.
got back from wilfred's house already hahaha
i must say i spent another two fantastic days with him and enjoyed every moment with him.
now i love him so much dat i can't imagine life w/o him. hm... i've always been like this... oh.. hahaha
hmmm recapping wad happened for the past two days, i woke up at about 10am in the saturday morning. had a teeny weeny bowl of prawn noodles cos dad bought it anyway, ignoring my protests. i downed it quickly and put on some make up, changed, took my bag and left. shaikha smsed me on the phone saying she's going to fetch maha too cos his folks aren't free to pick him up.
she was kinda late compared to me but anyhow, maha came out at 1:30pm [alamak] and i reached outside the camp at about 12pm. waited for 5 minutes before receiving a phone call from some hp. it was wilfred askin me where i am. i said i outside his camp and end up he already come out. he's waiting at the bus stop. *slap head* he ran over and i wacked him hahaha then soon after three guys walked over. his bunk mates. said hi and all and then soon the two of us took a cab back to queenstown. $10 man!! am nevah gonna take cab again lolz so expensive!
we reached his house with time to spare. it was only about..... 12:30pm. so he changed and his mum was home. i went for my japanese class soon after and then came back at about 4 something in the afternoon with two papa beard's cream puff. $2 each but worth the money. it was so tasty!! crispy and big on the outside, inside is vanilla cream. YUMMAY!!! while wilfred was using the comp and i was in the toilet, once again she said stuff that were pretty mean [when i say mean, it means that no PARENTS of any sane mind would say sucha thing] she was complaining how messy his rm was when there's onli a bag and a set of uniform on the flr. i mean... HELLO? he come back frm camp after one week. and for a BOY'S BEDROOM, it's darn tidy already!!!
*sigh* duno wad to say lah.. i told my mum abt it... she seem.. slightly stunned. i really love my mum cos she's so understanding and she accepts wilfred for who he is and what's more she sayang him machiam half a son hahaha.. is encouraging him to get a O level cert n all.. and say she will tolerate wil's mum even if she ever meets her for the sake of us. *hugs mum*
ok back to topic. we slacked at home and had our personal time together talking and hearing his reflect on the past one week he had in the camp. well, he needs someone to talk to and share his stories and i'm more than willing to listen to what he has to say. even if he cries, it's only normal cos he cries only infront of me. a guy may act tough all he wants, ultimately he'll need to unwind afterall and at least i'm proud to say i'm the one he can turn to behave totally himself.
we decided to go to LOT 1 to find sano. i wan to eat takopachi. hahahaha... and while we were there we waited for sano to come dwn frm the library and the chit chatted outside macdonald for awhile. then we went to buy two tix for charlie's angel 2 and then went down to comic connection downstairs. soon we n sano parted our ways and proceeded on to watch our movie. basically, it's alot of sexy bod lah and the action all darn dramatic but hm..... not fantastic but not too bad either. demi moore was hot inside. at least no matter wad, it's a hundred times better than naked weapon which i totally think i wasted money on it. GIVE ME money and i won't even wanna watch it.
after watching the movie, we took mrt back to queenstown and while wilfred watch tv, i fried some eggs for him. my newly improved recipe and it tasted great!!! only not-too-great-spoiler part was when his mum came out and nagged at him about washing his uniform bla bla... [JUZ LET HIM USE THE DRYER LAH! once a week only! alamak... big small thing everything also nag. if he's in the wrong, i can understand but how come she alwayz verbally abuse him?] *sigh* anyway that stupid boi anyhow mix the egg with chilli and fried rice and meat and potato n eat. rubbish bin sia he...
i was hungry so after he was done eating and we watched alittle tv, we went down to the nasi lemak store where i had my mee siam.
we slept at 3am. wilfred became more fit and his waist thicker and harder... chest muscle bigger... more difficult to hug but then he's now like a cuddly bear hahahaha he became my substitute teddy bear for the night to hug to slp.
drats. missed the sunday slot by ONE MINUTE.
got back from wilfred's house already hahaha
i must say i spent another two fantastic days with him and enjoyed every moment with him.
now i love him so much dat i can't imagine life w/o him. hm... i've always been like this... oh.. hahaha
hmmm recapping wad happened for the past two days, i woke up at about 10am in the saturday morning. had a teeny weeny bowl of prawn noodles cos dad bought it anyway, ignoring my protests. i downed it quickly and put on some make up, changed, took my bag and left. shaikha smsed me on the phone saying she's going to fetch maha too cos his folks aren't free to pick him up.
she was kinda late compared to me but anyhow, maha came out at 1:30pm [alamak] and i reached outside the camp at about 12pm. waited for 5 minutes before receiving a phone call from some hp. it was wilfred askin me where i am. i said i outside his camp and end up he already come out. he's waiting at the bus stop. *slap head* he ran over and i wacked him hahaha then soon after three guys walked over. his bunk mates. said hi and all and then soon the two of us took a cab back to queenstown. $10 man!! am nevah gonna take cab again lolz so expensive!
we reached his house with time to spare. it was only about..... 12:30pm. so he changed and his mum was home. i went for my japanese class soon after and then came back at about 4 something in the afternoon with two papa beard's cream puff. $2 each but worth the money. it was so tasty!! crispy and big on the outside, inside is vanilla cream. YUMMAY!!! while wilfred was using the comp and i was in the toilet, once again she said stuff that were pretty mean [when i say mean, it means that no PARENTS of any sane mind would say sucha thing] she was complaining how messy his rm was when there's onli a bag and a set of uniform on the flr. i mean... HELLO? he come back frm camp after one week. and for a BOY'S BEDROOM, it's darn tidy already!!!
*sigh* duno wad to say lah.. i told my mum abt it... she seem.. slightly stunned. i really love my mum cos she's so understanding and she accepts wilfred for who he is and what's more she sayang him machiam half a son hahaha.. is encouraging him to get a O level cert n all.. and say she will tolerate wil's mum even if she ever meets her for the sake of us. *hugs mum*
ok back to topic. we slacked at home and had our personal time together talking and hearing his reflect on the past one week he had in the camp. well, he needs someone to talk to and share his stories and i'm more than willing to listen to what he has to say. even if he cries, it's only normal cos he cries only infront of me. a guy may act tough all he wants, ultimately he'll need to unwind afterall and at least i'm proud to say i'm the one he can turn to behave totally himself.
we decided to go to LOT 1 to find sano. i wan to eat takopachi. hahahaha... and while we were there we waited for sano to come dwn frm the library and the chit chatted outside macdonald for awhile. then we went to buy two tix for charlie's angel 2 and then went down to comic connection downstairs. soon we n sano parted our ways and proceeded on to watch our movie. basically, it's alot of sexy bod lah and the action all darn dramatic but hm..... not fantastic but not too bad either. demi moore was hot inside. at least no matter wad, it's a hundred times better than naked weapon which i totally think i wasted money on it. GIVE ME money and i won't even wanna watch it.
after watching the movie, we took mrt back to queenstown and while wilfred watch tv, i fried some eggs for him. my newly improved recipe and it tasted great!!! only not-too-great-spoiler part was when his mum came out and nagged at him about washing his uniform bla bla... [JUZ LET HIM USE THE DRYER LAH! once a week only! alamak... big small thing everything also nag. if he's in the wrong, i can understand but how come she alwayz verbally abuse him?] *sigh* anyway that stupid boi anyhow mix the egg with chilli and fried rice and meat and potato n eat. rubbish bin sia he...
i was hungry so after he was done eating and we watched alittle tv, we went down to the nasi lemak store where i had my mee siam.
we slept at 3am. wilfred became more fit and his waist thicker and harder... chest muscle bigger... more difficult to hug but then he's now like a cuddly bear hahahaha he became my substitute teddy bear for the night to hug to slp.
wilfred called. ^____^
finally heehee so happy.
say he'll call me again later.
last nite's punishment was due to the guys' over-reaction to a female representative (apparently she's quite pretty) from NTUC income givin a talk in their multi-purpose hall. they were makin noises (wilfred's whole platoon, Alpha), and their corporal was trying to ask them to quieten down to no avail. SO, feeling like machiam he lose face, he say wanna show the boys his ugly side by punishing them to do push ups and also, lights out (sleep) by 9:30pm. *idiot*
and also remember i told u wilfred sorta kana sabo to become in-charge for his bunk? something like a IC lah....
now he say when duno which officer come back, want to train him to become platoon in-charge.. alamak ahahha even more stress liao
now he got thing nothing oso will kana punish to do pumping hahaha let's say a fella fidget when pumping. adoi..
my mum got a new hp AGAIN. she change hp machiam change clothes. this one is very pretty though. samsung duno wad model. got rose one. haha white casing.. abit like computer, non colour but got calendar n all so pretty cool.
juz taught her how to check sms hahaha next time can sms her say i hungry ask her buy dinner bwahahwahha...
this phone quite user friendly.. hehehe lotsa chinese words for my silly mum to see.. even got the time date and everything clearly written out in the main screen.. damn i'm starting to like her hp hahaha
finally heehee so happy.
say he'll call me again later.
last nite's punishment was due to the guys' over-reaction to a female representative (apparently she's quite pretty) from NTUC income givin a talk in their multi-purpose hall. they were makin noises (wilfred's whole platoon, Alpha), and their corporal was trying to ask them to quieten down to no avail. SO, feeling like machiam he lose face, he say wanna show the boys his ugly side by punishing them to do push ups and also, lights out (sleep) by 9:30pm. *idiot*
and also remember i told u wilfred sorta kana sabo to become in-charge for his bunk? something like a IC lah....
now he say when duno which officer come back, want to train him to become platoon in-charge.. alamak ahahha even more stress liao
now he got thing nothing oso will kana punish to do pumping hahaha let's say a fella fidget when pumping. adoi..
my mum got a new hp AGAIN. she change hp machiam change clothes. this one is very pretty though. samsung duno wad model. got rose one. haha white casing.. abit like computer, non colour but got calendar n all so pretty cool.
juz taught her how to check sms hahaha next time can sms her say i hungry ask her buy dinner bwahahwahha...
this phone quite user friendly.. hehehe lotsa chinese words for my silly mum to see.. even got the time date and everything clearly written out in the main screen.. damn i'm starting to like her hp hahaha
i'm sitting here feeling unease somehow. not sure why the unease but i'm happy tml i can get to see wilfred already. mebbe unease cos i worry for the unforseenable. when i fear something, i rather not talk abt it or mention wad it may be lolz. tot it's bad luck or something. my own theory ahaha..
i'm feeling kinda.... lonely for some strange reason or rather left out... not sure why i have this feeling but i do.
it's 4.04pm now.. 5 more hours to go before wilfred can call me..
for now.... it's juz waiting.
have been getting little replies in the tagboard. i like reading feedbacks or ppl talkin. when the talkin stops i feel.... isolated haha.. and a couple of them stopped blogging for some reason too. some say nothing to write. some went for holiday.. and some.. i simply don't know the reason why.
irky feeling under my skin. hate it. can't wait til tu-ka gets done with his photos and send it over. i reallie hope he has it done before tml.. of which i thought abit impossible.. *sigh*
i'm feeling kinda.... lonely for some strange reason or rather left out... not sure why i have this feeling but i do.
it's 4.04pm now.. 5 more hours to go before wilfred can call me..
for now.... it's juz waiting.
have been getting little replies in the tagboard. i like reading feedbacks or ppl talkin. when the talkin stops i feel.... isolated haha.. and a couple of them stopped blogging for some reason too. some say nothing to write. some went for holiday.. and some.. i simply don't know the reason why.
irky feeling under my skin. hate it. can't wait til tu-ka gets done with his photos and send it over. i reallie hope he has it done before tml.. of which i thought abit impossible.. *sigh*
wah lan eh.................. blogger changed my blog to use the new blogger... yuck always hated it... now they shift me over. wad the...
anyway... today went for #shinjuku's outing!!! so fun haha or at least i enjoyed myself cos everyone is so friendly and the togetherness is there yah? nori is so much different from wad i noe of masa. nori is masa's young bro btw. emiri went for the outing too! hahaha i even hadda giv her a morning wake up call. sano was there and a few others... in total i think more than 10 ppl turned up. lucinda is really friendly and mariko is pretty lolz they say she like elva hahaha emiri is indeed so darn tall!!!!!! 175cm!!!! i feel tiny hahahahaha she's taller than most of the guys there.... we guys met up at city hall interchange but only saw sano, luc, shindi, and fiona there first. nori and the emiri was late. then we all went over to makan at suntec city first.... haha tingwei working there sia (meimei's bf) and yvonne too (ex-colleague).... i think auntie ooi peng is behind wrapping burger so i can't quite greet her..
we ate... from the coupons and so emiri and i ate mushroom swiss. after awhile NTT (jun) and shinya and Tu-ka (ken) came. i saw ken's drawing later in the day. he is very gd at it and talented too lolz even heard him sing lots when we went to esplanade after suntec. he has a very good voice... similar to gospellor and sings very very well. he n jun was singing alot.. from the the song that was recorded in Nicholas's sony ericsson hp that cost abt thousand plus. his phone is so freakin nice and desirable man!! photo taking quality pretty cool.. the whole phone looks pretty cool and the mp3 quality is so clear n loud omg. hahaha i want his hp!!! we were at esplanade slacking about and being entertained by jun n ken, mainly jun, who's performing card tricks for us to see. pretty successful and often leaving me stunned. emiri's reaction more worse hahahaha we hang ard waiting for the photos to develop finish and chatted around. i'm kinda flattered that emiri is hmmm would i say fond? i duno something like that towards me. hard to explain actually hahahaha cos she told luc she came online yest to find me. i think she's juz kiddin ard. um.. after the photo seeing session, we wanted to redevelop a couple of films so we went to marina sq to makan dinner and develop the films again. cos it's also like a farewell outing for nori, ken actually drew this grp pix for him that's nice n touching i must say and then gav the photos to nori to keep. he kinda can never ever come back to sg anymore since he is half sg half japanese n chose to not serve ns in sg. it's kinda complicated for the law that runs in sg.... so basically he can't even come back for holiday. sad sia.
we went marina sq and then had our dinner there and chatted even more n longer and took more pictures hahaha i will post them up when i get them. it's not out yet. still in ken's digi cam. nice man.. i oso wan hahaha $700US *yelps*
ken also drew a pix of emiri n gav it to her.
basically..... today's outing was pretty cool. nearing 8:45pm i was become more quiet n by myself as i wait impatiently for wilfred to call. i am really nervous for some strange reason and as it nears 9:00pm i felt rather anxious and worried.... worrying he might not call... i held on to my hp n juz sat quietly, holding on and waiting... as it nears 9:20pm i felt like crying already hahahaha wondering why he haven't called. terry called up and asked me for alex's no of which i told him i'll giv him when i get home. soon, wilfred called. *phew* he told me his bunk got punished cos of some incident and hadda go slp at 9:30pm soon w/o being able to bathe and havta wake up by 5am the next morn. i'm kinda sad and felt like crying but am glad to hear his voice n noe dat at least saturday he can come home. one more day and i can see him already. one more day. i can't wait to see him. ^___^ am stayin over again.
anyway... today went for #shinjuku's outing!!! so fun haha or at least i enjoyed myself cos everyone is so friendly and the togetherness is there yah? nori is so much different from wad i noe of masa. nori is masa's young bro btw. emiri went for the outing too! hahaha i even hadda giv her a morning wake up call. sano was there and a few others... in total i think more than 10 ppl turned up. lucinda is really friendly and mariko is pretty lolz they say she like elva hahaha emiri is indeed so darn tall!!!!!! 175cm!!!! i feel tiny hahahahaha she's taller than most of the guys there.... we guys met up at city hall interchange but only saw sano, luc, shindi, and fiona there first. nori and the emiri was late. then we all went over to makan at suntec city first.... haha tingwei working there sia (meimei's bf) and yvonne too (ex-colleague).... i think auntie ooi peng is behind wrapping burger so i can't quite greet her..
we ate... from the coupons and so emiri and i ate mushroom swiss. after awhile NTT (jun) and shinya and Tu-ka (ken) came. i saw ken's drawing later in the day. he is very gd at it and talented too lolz even heard him sing lots when we went to esplanade after suntec. he has a very good voice... similar to gospellor and sings very very well. he n jun was singing alot.. from the the song that was recorded in Nicholas's sony ericsson hp that cost abt thousand plus. his phone is so freakin nice and desirable man!! photo taking quality pretty cool.. the whole phone looks pretty cool and the mp3 quality is so clear n loud omg. hahaha i want his hp!!! we were at esplanade slacking about and being entertained by jun n ken, mainly jun, who's performing card tricks for us to see. pretty successful and often leaving me stunned. emiri's reaction more worse hahahaha we hang ard waiting for the photos to develop finish and chatted around. i'm kinda flattered that emiri is hmmm would i say fond? i duno something like that towards me. hard to explain actually hahahaha cos she told luc she came online yest to find me. i think she's juz kiddin ard. um.. after the photo seeing session, we wanted to redevelop a couple of films so we went to marina sq to makan dinner and develop the films again. cos it's also like a farewell outing for nori, ken actually drew this grp pix for him that's nice n touching i must say and then gav the photos to nori to keep. he kinda can never ever come back to sg anymore since he is half sg half japanese n chose to not serve ns in sg. it's kinda complicated for the law that runs in sg.... so basically he can't even come back for holiday. sad sia.
we went marina sq and then had our dinner there and chatted even more n longer and took more pictures hahaha i will post them up when i get them. it's not out yet. still in ken's digi cam. nice man.. i oso wan hahaha $700US *yelps*
ken also drew a pix of emiri n gav it to her.
basically..... today's outing was pretty cool. nearing 8:45pm i was become more quiet n by myself as i wait impatiently for wilfred to call. i am really nervous for some strange reason and as it nears 9:00pm i felt rather anxious and worried.... worrying he might not call... i held on to my hp n juz sat quietly, holding on and waiting... as it nears 9:20pm i felt like crying already hahahaha wondering why he haven't called. terry called up and asked me for alex's no of which i told him i'll giv him when i get home. soon, wilfred called. *phew* he told me his bunk got punished cos of some incident and hadda go slp at 9:30pm soon w/o being able to bathe and havta wake up by 5am the next morn. i'm kinda sad and felt like crying but am glad to hear his voice n noe dat at least saturday he can come home. one more day and i can see him already. one more day. i can't wait to see him. ^___^ am stayin over again.
26 June 2003
Whee! juz arranged a date to go out with shaikha n sano. ^_^ next wednesday we going out hehehehe
and also tomolo's outing emiri coming along!!! i didn't know she is chocobo's sister sia so farni
she's so tall.... 175cm and only 15 years of age!!!!! GEEZ!
we say if boring then we run away hahaha
cos she say wanna meet me n not the rest *stressed*
and also tomolo's outing emiri coming along!!! i didn't know she is chocobo's sister sia so farni
she's so tall.... 175cm and only 15 years of age!!!!! GEEZ!
we say if boring then we run away hahaha
cos she say wanna meet me n not the rest *stressed*
25 June 2003
hee wilfred called up three times today
so happy to hear his voice
he was tellin me abt how some ppl came over to look n say his tattoo nice
lolz
he seem pretty confused abt it too
and also his seargent (duno him one) suddenly say heard of him
know his name somemore
lol
strange ne
then even more strange, he kana appointed to be in charge of his platoon
hahahaha
now muz memorise and shout command and hav some responsibilities
which is making him feel abit stressed
so happy to hear his voice
he was tellin me abt how some ppl came over to look n say his tattoo nice
lolz
he seem pretty confused abt it too
and also his seargent (duno him one) suddenly say heard of him
know his name somemore
lol
strange ne
then even more strange, he kana appointed to be in charge of his platoon
hahahaha
now muz memorise and shout command and hav some responsibilities
which is making him feel abit stressed
YAAAAAAY DONE WITH MUH COMPO
hehehehehe
play cheat abit by using online dictionary n stuff...
now i feel so sleepy..
was chatting online for a couple of minutes with Etoiles ^__^
hearing abt her commando fren who fainted frm harsh training a few times...
scary sia army sometimes.. tsk tsk
i haven't buy pen yet wahaha... think i'll do dwn at 6:30pm or so then faster come back in case wilfred call.
tml's thursday! the outing gee.......
and also SOON WILFRED CAN COME OUT LIAO YAY
hehehehehe
play cheat abit by using online dictionary n stuff...
now i feel so sleepy..
was chatting online for a couple of minutes with Etoiles ^__^
hearing abt her commando fren who fainted frm harsh training a few times...
scary sia army sometimes.. tsk tsk
i haven't buy pen yet wahaha... think i'll do dwn at 6:30pm or so then faster come back in case wilfred call.
tml's thursday! the outing gee.......
and also SOON WILFRED CAN COME OUT LIAO YAY
kaoz lolz woke up thinking that "ok i'm gonna go brush my teeth and then at 2pm i'll go dwn to buy my pen to write my compo"
end up go to kitchen haven't step inside already see my photoframe (huge one) on the flr, glass surface faced down and with lotsa glass pieces all over the flr... so i gotta pick up the frame, clear up the larger pieces on the flr, put them inside a plastic bag as i picked them up one by one with a tissue and then use the vacuum cleaner to suck up all the teeny weeny pieces...
am gonna go down at 2.30pm instead, to get my pen but the stupid weather looks threathening.... in fact it has already rained... now it jus toned down..
end up go to kitchen haven't step inside already see my photoframe (huge one) on the flr, glass surface faced down and with lotsa glass pieces all over the flr... so i gotta pick up the frame, clear up the larger pieces on the flr, put them inside a plastic bag as i picked them up one by one with a tissue and then use the vacuum cleaner to suck up all the teeny weeny pieces...
am gonna go down at 2.30pm instead, to get my pen but the stupid weather looks threathening.... in fact it has already rained... now it jus toned down..
24 June 2003
was watching lie huo xiong xing 2 on chnnl 55 of scv. tang sir's big bro is cute but gay so always quarrel with tang sir (high ranked fire fighter). then i turn over and ask papa he scared of gay anot. he look at me blankly then turn back to read newspaper then murmered in chinese "yi jiao ba ta ti si" (one leg kick him die).
adoi my dad so violent hahaha.
even wilfred oso scared of gay lolz.
strange thing is girls mostly dun mind having gay or lesbian friends so long as they dun get the wrong idea n target them but however if it's for guys, some dun mind making lesbian friends (still a bunch kinda dislike them big time) and gay is rather stay far far one. hm...
adoi my dad so violent hahaha.
even wilfred oso scared of gay lolz.
strange thing is girls mostly dun mind having gay or lesbian friends so long as they dun get the wrong idea n target them but however if it's for guys, some dun mind making lesbian friends (still a bunch kinda dislike them big time) and gay is rather stay far far one. hm...
*happy* how to say.. um wilfred called me up twice today already. once at 6 something pm.. talked for more than 2 minutes. he just finished lunch and had time so he gave me call. i cried on the phone haha. then he called me up again juz a while ago at about 7pm. say he missed me haha so he called again. gotta fall in for the water parade at 8:30pm. we talked for quite awhile... i think got 5 minutes...... until i hear some voices frm the bg hahaha his bunkmates complaining they wanna use phone too.
*half n hour later*
sorry... stoned and never publish wahahhaha
wilfred called again!! it's at 7:30pm. i think we talked for about 5 minutes.
hahahah third time and he's still gonna call me later.
kinda free ah
then tml he say might be oso abit more senang.
he had training todae is go swimming one.
lolz
then after that remember me mention he brought that tiny pillow i sew for him? the words on top is "love you forever". and then i asked if anyone make fun of him then hehe he say got. guess who? his camp the duno seargent or wadever hahaha cos everytime they go back in their bag muz kana check then the seargent took out the pillow n then ask him "u love me forever ah?" hahahaha then wilfred hav to explain is i giv one. so funny.
then he siao one call so many time ahaha n each time say he juz havta hear my voice.
then this sat he say during my class (2pm) he going dwn to clementi cos his bunkmate wanna meet him up to makan (2 onli) so mebbe when i come back frm class i either go meet him there or something lidat lah... haiz i still got my japanese compo to do.. saturday muz hand in...
*half n hour later*
sorry... stoned and never publish wahahhaha
wilfred called again!! it's at 7:30pm. i think we talked for about 5 minutes.
hahahah third time and he's still gonna call me later.
kinda free ah
then tml he say might be oso abit more senang.
he had training todae is go swimming one.
lolz
then after that remember me mention he brought that tiny pillow i sew for him? the words on top is "love you forever". and then i asked if anyone make fun of him then hehe he say got. guess who? his camp the duno seargent or wadever hahaha cos everytime they go back in their bag muz kana check then the seargent took out the pillow n then ask him "u love me forever ah?" hahahaha then wilfred hav to explain is i giv one. so funny.
then he siao one call so many time ahaha n each time say he juz havta hear my voice.
then this sat he say during my class (2pm) he going dwn to clementi cos his bunkmate wanna meet him up to makan (2 onli) so mebbe when i come back frm class i either go meet him there or something lidat lah... haiz i still got my japanese compo to do.. saturday muz hand in...
monday
juz went to finding nemo's website. lousy sia.. so little thing... hardly any gd wall papers to download. i'm so tired right now but not sleepy.. juz tired and bored. haiz.... i miss wilfred and thinking about havin to wait for so many hours more before hearing his voice and so many days more before seeing him.. abit sickening. wilfred called me at about 7 plus earlier on.. he was in a rush cos he say he hadda file in in about 5 minutes.. means he sneaked over to gimme a call... said he missed me and hung up soon after and called back at about 8:45pm.. he seem to be as emotional as before and made me say i love him repeatedly.... guess he must be really stressed out mentally n physically inside... i tried to be positive and told him about things to motivate him and cheer him up... told him abt the bag i bought and dat i wanna show him. told him abt the pic in my hp... told him i can stay over and kept asking him to be strong. after the call as usual i was in a daze, recalling the convo in my mind and having that want to cry. less this time but still have it. have pretty much been in a blurry state of mind for the whole day today and i don't know why.. i kept picturing wilfred's face in my mind and thinking back abt the weekend i spent at his hse and the times we spent being together...
haiz
#shinjuku's outing time keep changing too... and i'm headaching over wad to wear. getting a lil` sick of some of the lame jokes of [k]yori.. actually it ain't dat bad. onli thing is the joke abt my name. SO WAD if i'm called Maria? i'm proud to have that name. my aunt gave it to me and it's in my birth cert and i have people loving me. make this sure, dun u DARE generalise and gimme that fuckin lame joke about it being a maid's name. So What? they're human too. wad's so fuckin funny? i'm not laughing. let me catch u joke about my name again and i'll make sure u get a slap across ur face. let wilfred hear abt it and it'll be my turn laughing n u crying.
juz went to finding nemo's website. lousy sia.. so little thing... hardly any gd wall papers to download. i'm so tired right now but not sleepy.. juz tired and bored. haiz.... i miss wilfred and thinking about havin to wait for so many hours more before hearing his voice and so many days more before seeing him.. abit sickening. wilfred called me at about 7 plus earlier on.. he was in a rush cos he say he hadda file in in about 5 minutes.. means he sneaked over to gimme a call... said he missed me and hung up soon after and called back at about 8:45pm.. he seem to be as emotional as before and made me say i love him repeatedly.... guess he must be really stressed out mentally n physically inside... i tried to be positive and told him about things to motivate him and cheer him up... told him abt the bag i bought and dat i wanna show him. told him abt the pic in my hp... told him i can stay over and kept asking him to be strong. after the call as usual i was in a daze, recalling the convo in my mind and having that want to cry. less this time but still have it. have pretty much been in a blurry state of mind for the whole day today and i don't know why.. i kept picturing wilfred's face in my mind and thinking back abt the weekend i spent at his hse and the times we spent being together...
haiz
#shinjuku's outing time keep changing too... and i'm headaching over wad to wear. getting a lil` sick of some of the lame jokes of [k]yori.. actually it ain't dat bad. onli thing is the joke abt my name. SO WAD if i'm called Maria? i'm proud to have that name. my aunt gave it to me and it's in my birth cert and i have people loving me. make this sure, dun u DARE generalise and gimme that fuckin lame joke about it being a maid's name. So What? they're human too. wad's so fuckin funny? i'm not laughing. let me catch u joke about my name again and i'll make sure u get a slap across ur face. let wilfred hear abt it and it'll be my turn laughing n u crying.
